You know what’s kind of beautiful?
In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”
I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.
you dry my veins out
then you leave me.
alone again
I HATE YOU.
AND WHEN YOU READ THIS, YES IT’S ABOUT YOU
END.
END END END OF THAT FUKING CHAPTER.
getting my nails done today-this will be amusing.







